Repost: Regrets

Regrets.

Jul 9, '07 6:24 AM for everyone

I have a lot of regrets, but the one I regretted the most was not being able to enjoy HS days

I should have opted to enjoy my high school days. Back then, I was so serious, a grade conscious students who has to be at her best all the time. I forgot to be myself as I have to be different to live up by the expectations by the people that surround me. I was so selfish! I only focused on myself, eventually turning myself into an apathetic robot.

In doing so, I know I hurt so many people. I wasn't aware that I lost important friends, even turning some into enemies. I was so damn righteous and doesn't even have the idea that the word FUN exists. A single violation made by my friend, I will immediately reprimand them for their actions. This friend will then turn into a mere acquaintance.

I know, my batch remembered me as someone unapproachable, unreachable and serious. I want them to remember the real me, reachable, approachable, fun; someone you can talk to with anything under the sun. I want them to remember me as a person not because of the things made me famous in the campus; I want them to remember me as someone average, yet with a big heart.


Where can I buy a cheap time machine? I desperately need one.

I want to go back in time so badly.


Now? I feel bored studying. Sawa na ako! I feel that it's the only thing I've been doing in my life. I want to do something new. Having said that, I really don't know if I will still consider on pursuing a career in law. Haha, I don't think I can survive. I'm also starting to doubt my capabilities.